Holding Back The Tears - TVXQ

 Holding back the tears

 (그리고)

 TVXQ

 Release date : 2006 (Vacation OST)

 A song released on 2006 as a soundtrack for a drama with named "Vacation". The story consists of 4 episodes which each of them played as themselves.

  

Tracklist :

1. 그리고...(Holding back the tears)

2. Beautiful thing

3. 그리고...(Holding back the tears) (Instrumental)

4. Beautiful Thing (Harmonica ver.)

And let me give you one poster for their episodes look like(thanks to popcube) :

  The mv of the song :

and no TVXQ without live version (their live had even better harmonies..trust me) They sounded a lot like the original mv. This performance was on their 3rd showcase, and it's one of my favorite performance.

 하얗게 흐려진 그림과 

Hayahge heuryeojin geurimgwa

 A faded white painting

Lukisan putih pudar

지워진듯한 내 향기가 

Jiweojindeuthan nae hyanggiga

And my slightly vanished scent

Dan aroma yang mulai menghilang

눈부신 구름 속에 가려져요 

Nunbushin gureumsoge garyeojyeoyo...

Are hidden inside an eye-blinding cloud

tersembunyi di dalam awan yang silau

아무 말 없는 내 가슴이

 Amumal eobtneun nae gaseumi

My wordless heart

Hatiku yang tak berkata kata

천천히 맘을 옮겨보고 

Cheoncheonhi mameul olgyeobogo

Slowly starts to move my feelings

Secara perlahan mulai mengubah hatiku

그 사이로 스쳐간 시간만 손에

Geusairo sochyeogan shiganman sone 

Those times that slipped through 

Waktu waktu itu yang berlalu 

  놓여져 있어요
Nohyeo jyeoisseoyo...

Are in my hands

 dari tanganku

 

I'm holding back the tears 

I'm holding back the tears

I'm holding back the tears

Aku menahan air mataku

무겁지 않게 나의 마음을 매고 걸어요 

Mugeopji anhge naui maeumeul maego georeoyo

I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart 

Mencoba untuk berjalan mengurangi beban hatiku

가깝진 않고 멀지 않은 곳에 

Gakkapjinahgo meolji anheun gose

To a place that is neither close nor far  

Ke tempat yang tidak dekat ataupun jauh

다른 내가 서있죠 

Dareun naega seo-ittjyo

Where a different me stands  

Dimana diriku yang berbeda akan berdiri

난 울지 않아요 

Nan ulji anhayo

I will not cry  

Aku tak akan menangis

또 다시 두 손을 모으죠 

Ddodashi dusoneul moeujyo

I bring my two hands together once again 

Kubawa kedua tanganku kembali lagi

어딘가 들릴 그 곳에 

Eodinga deullin geogose

In a place I live the present life 

Di tempat aku hidup saat ini

추억이 아닌 지금을 난 살아가요

Jueogi anin jigeumeul nan saragayo

Instead of the memories 

daripada hidup dalam memory

바보 같지만 늘 함께 있어요 

Babogatjiman neul hamkke isseoyo

 Though it seems stupid, we’re always together

Meskipun terlihat bodoh, kita selalu bersama

비우고 싶은 그 아픔이 

Biugo shipeun geu apeumi

The pain that I want to let go  

Luka yang ingin kulepaskan

온몸으로 흐르는 내 눈물을 마르게 하죠

Onmomeuro heureuneun nae nunmureul mareuge hajyo.

Dries the tears that flows through my body 

Mengeringkan air mata di dalam tubuhku

I'm living with my tears 

I'm living with my tears

I'm living with my tears 

Aku hidup dengan air mataku

무겁지 않게 나의 마음을 매고 걸어요

Mugeopji anhge naui maeumeul maego georeoyo

I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart

Kuberjalan mencoba untuk mengurangi beban hatiku

가깝진 않고 멀지 않은 곳에 

Gakkapjianhgo meolji anhgeun gose

To a place that is neither close nor far  

Ke tempat yang tak dekat ataupun jauh

다른 내가 서있죠 

 Dareun naega seoittjyo
Where a different me stands 

Dimana diriku yang berbeda akan berdiri

울지 않아요 난 

Ulji anhayo nan...

I will not cry 

Aku tak akan menangis

(instrumental)

I'm holding back the tears 

 I'm holding back the tears

I'm holding back the tears

Aku menahan air mataku

가볍지 않게 나의 믿음을 매고 뛰어요 

 Gabyeopji anhge naui mideumeul maego ddwieoyo

 I run adding to the weight of my faith

Aku berlari menambah beban keyakinanku

높지도 않고 낮지 않은 곳에

 Nopjido anhgo natjianheun gose

To a place that is neither high nor low  

Ke tempat yang tak tinggi ataupun rendah

또 다른 내가 서 있죠 

Ddo dareun naega seoittjyo

Where a different me stands again  

Dimana diriku yang berbeda akan berdiri lagi

작은 미소로

Jageun misoro 

With a small smile 

 Dengan senyum kecil

난 웃을 수 있죠

Nan useulsuitjyo

I can laugh  

Aku dapat tertawa

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